I can't seem to go a night without waking up several times from a dream and then not being able to go back to sleep right away. Usually hours pass before I can sleep again.
I swear my subconscious is fucking with me. My dreams are always dealing with babies. Either due to complications something happens half way through the pregnancy or I'm told I never can. Both are very possible. I have had miscarriages before and I have been told it would be very difficult to almost impossible to get pregnant but seriously does my brain need to rehash it every night???
Its not something I think about much when I am awake but they are some of my worries. I guess not talking about them is probably part of the problem. This may also be happening because at the beginning of the year we decided that in July when I see my doctor that we want to talk to her about trying to start a family. July is much closer now then it was back then so the fears are starting to creep out.
All I know is that I want them to stop...